真的只是有时候

真的只是有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。

真的只是有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。

真的只是有时候，发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。

真的只是有时候，感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。

真的只是有时候，突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。

真的只是有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。

真的只是有时候，希望时间为自己停下，就这样和喜欢的人地老天荒。

真的只是有时候，在自己脆弱的时候，想一个人躲起来，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。

真的只是有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。

真的只是有时候，夜深人静的时候，突然觉得寂寞深入骨髓。

真的只是有时候，走过熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一个人的脸。

真的只是有时候，明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达。

真的只是有时候，觉得自己其实一无所有，仿佛被世界抛弃。

真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。

真的只是有时候，很想放纵自己，希望自己彻彻底底醉一次 。

真的只是有时候，自己的梦想很多，却力不从心。

真的只是有时候，常常找不到事情，无聊的无所适从。

真的只是有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢了。

真的只是有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。

真的只是有时候，看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。

真的只是有时候，发现自己一夜之间长大了。

真的只是有时候，听到一首老歌，就突然想起一个人。

真的只是有时候，希望能找个人好好疼爱自己，渴望一种安全感。

真的只是有时候，别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷的发慌。

真的只是有时候，常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。

真的只是有时候，渴望一场轰轰烈烈的恋爱，很想去做一些疯狂的事。

真的只是有时候，渴望别人的关怀，渴望一份简单的快乐。

真的只是有时候，看着时间一点点流逝，自己却无能为力。

其实，真的只是有时候 。。。。。

Sem break started

Finally Im back home

Exam finished.. Sem break holiday was start ..

but kim and xian still at UUM coz they having com2 phase 1

i was at phase 2 so need to go back UUM 23 may nite..

sien de lar when thinking that i need go back ther again.. @@

yesterday go watch IP MAN 

erm.. not bad bah ~

and go buy some clothes ^____^ happy neh..

the result : wallet is out of blood.. xim tong =(

nite gOing eating crab ( my favourite ) .. eat till 2am reach home.. 

reach at home straigh go take bathe and online play game

6am sumting go to my lovely bed continue dreaming 

luckily nobody noe tat i late slip .. if not my mom sure will chop my head down ==

hmm hmm ..

tat a great life started ~

To Be Continue

11-4-2009

TOday went up with SANNY babe
she take leave tat day sO we went Out fOr our dinner
when reach at JJ
saw dOu her and angel was sitting Outside
something happened on them.. haiz..
Quarrel happend On..
Its Ok.. babe calm dOwn calm dOwn ..
after tat we went fOr Our dinner..
trying sOme cLothes at Elements and Padini

gOt sOme results On my shOpping time.. hehe ^^

thanks babe acc me shOp wOr

After that eating again dinner with my family 
celebrate bii birthday ^^Birthday girl ~ bii ~

Noob lar tu.. wakkakaaaaaaaaaa

bOth Of us was try tO capture by urs @@

Ah Ju pattern liaO liaO.. depress excited and bla bla bla $@#%

wan tO killing sum One ..s w t ~

haha ! 

Happy Happy Birthday ya ah bii 

wish u all the best for ur life..

and stay healthy always ~

Study week

hmm.. kinda depress right now..
I don't really know what is going on with me right now actually.
is like i always take things not so serious..
and i am still relaxing and hanging around now..
all the friends of mine headed to do revision or study or so on..
but look here..
I'm still blogging and watching tv show day and night..
din't face the book daily but facebook daily
HUH @@ wat a kinda guy like me..
i also dunno wat im doing now..
jz feel stress when the exam is coming coz i havent do the revision yet
jz complain here complain ther but dint take any action
is u a guy also will kill me rite ? and scold dai sei rite ?
HUH ! tat is a girl's pattern .. Her name is YUMI WEI LEE AH LII LII ~

Anyway
my pattern is like tat 1
nobody can control me also..
i was enjoying my study week
everyday hang out with my family and sing k with jimui
hehe ^^
I always feel that im so lucky becoz i have family love much more than others ppl
I kinda love the mummy food
I kinda love family care
I kinda love the way i are when i was in front of urs


tats all !
simple life of me but special for me ★

Cheras Pasar Malam

Today went cheras pasar malam with Theng and my fren

8:30pm like tat we go Port Klang fetch Theng then we straight go kesas highway from ther

unfortunately we are getting lost  T__T

We dint go to kesas but went to northport 

And we had loafing around northport and nearest kampung raja uda 

GPS ? not use at all.. still dunno how to go out from ther

wat a stupid us >.<

Around 30 minuet lossing at a strangeness place 

we are successful out from tat kampung

Finally ^^

When reach at cheras pasar malam also about 10:30pm at time

Most of us are having a wolf in the stomach 

because we are dint eating our dinner at home

After eating something , we are continue walk around

there were too crowd of people by people

I can feel sweating all over my back

but I dint care at all, I just focus at vendor stall 

The stall clothes and acceserios are full of beautiful in our eyes

Hahahaaaaaaaa..

After walk around all the stall

we had went back at 1 am

Me and Theng had back with some faithful result

A gOOd wednesday nite with yours ( ~.^ ) 

Spring Wonderland

3/3/2009

tOday 5pm gOt math exam 

after that still need go EON SPRING FESTIVAL

Huh ~ sekali gOt 2 events .. Geng 

Ping gOt perfOrmance ^^

OGAWA ~~~~

when we 1st reach at dewan mas 

sure gO find ping cOz wanna see hOw her preparetion 

hehe ^^ nOt bad nOt bad..

and ask her tO inform us whenever the DANIEL is cOming @@

keep waiting the time passing 

keep drinking the pepsi until gO toilet fOr fresh up few time 

>.<

wakakaaaaaaaaaaa..

hOhO.. finally can eat ady.. 

we all sure wOnt let the eating chance gO away frOm us 

cOz we were tOO hungry fOr tat waiting lOng time 

yamm.......... sheng !

start eating lOr..

1045 watching DANIEL artist singing in frOnt

he was a small size anyway is cute ^^

1230 reach at my hostel 

arghhhhhh wat a crowd need tO compete with Others jz nOw

HUH ! DAMN !

Im sO tired fOr tat.. exam exam exam still the exam!

pls lar .. dun always talk abOut exam in frOnt of me

i nOe u are expert but dun spOil my gOOd mOOd

jz take it easy jz relax OK bOOO !!!!!!!!!

EXAM i will kill u dOwn ! can I ?

sure i cant ~ dun dreaming ady lOr lii lii ~

suan !

wish all the best fOr me and my jimui friends tOO ^^

♥ Chinese New Year 2010 ♥ 虎虎年

14/2/2010

wuhOO ! wuhOO !

happy chinese new year ! 新年快乐 !

11am sumting wake up gO prepare ady..

 

mummy was laugh til cany see her eyes ady 

daddy was yam yam xiu at behide .. maybe he was jealOus sumting..

4pm like tat we gO out tO jenjarOm lOr..

15/2/2010 年初二

same as yesterday 

slip til 11am den wake up prepare 

gO Out tO relative hOuse

nite gOing tO jenjarOm taking dinner 

we wait almOst 2 hOurs fOr Our dinner 

actually is very late but we stil wait cOz all the place alsO same

many ppl arhhhhhhhh

after that gOing tO dOng tan shi 

5 Of us ^^ I like tis Pic very muach ^^

tis baby girl call a Ju .. Cute baO le lOr ..haha

zilian baO... sui za bO ^^

16/2/2010 年初三

that day wale up tOO late le

maybe is play til tOO tired ady 

nite gOing ah yi hOuse sing K 

nOnit waste mOney .. hehe ^^

sing til cukup-cukup

17/2/2010 年初四

gOing dear's hOuse bai nian 

after that gOing JJ shOpping lagi 

eating stembOat ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

18/2/2010 年初五

eating dinner with dear's  

actually is call kai gOng jiu 

OMG .. very paiseh sO many ppl 

all i alsO dunnO.. =='''

after dinner i gO tO ah yi hs fOr steambOat 

lOlx .. keep eating lOr..

nO wonder will fat lar .. dai sei !

19/2/2010 年初六

gOing jimui hOuse bai nian 

1st is gOing fern hOuse

kim was late almOst 1 hOurs =='''

advice tO u dun always be late, its will be a bad attitude ... haha

alsO advice tO me .. keep remind myself cant be late anymore

LengLui Kim with Me at ping hs ^^

stil gOt many pic at theng camera .. dint received it ..

nite we having dinner at dragOn-i 

i saw ivan with her gf wOr .. she stil the same ,nOt mOre changer 

hehe

after that theng gO my hs bia nian 

den we gO MCD lagi 

haha.. keep cOntinues activites ^^

20/2/2010 年初七

sally cOme my hOuse 

adui.. lOng time din chat with tis girl ady 

we keep chat and chat...

nite gOing bukti tinggi eating sushi with dear 

after back hOme lagi gO Out eating supper with my family

21/2/2010 年初八

gOing pyramid gaigai

happy happy ^^

eating lunch at full hOuse ~

 i sO like tis place

hang very lOng time ady .. hehehehe ..

nite we gOing dOng tan shi 

after that  goin back to my hOme 

steambOat ING 

haha...

hmm hmm...

my hOliday pass as like tis 

actually is almOst 2 week hOliday 

but i feel nOt enOugh 1 week ==

haiz...

need tO goin back jungle tOnite 

bye klang ~

see u all sOOn 

must miss me ya.. I will miss u all tOO ~

Happy Tiger Year 

wish all my family my fren will healthy always 

and fOr the study 1 will get gd result in exam ~

hOpe tis 3 year pass fast fOrward lar

Huat arh ^^

 

During CNY 2010

9/2/2010

after finish exam we go back 11pm by bus ..

tat feeling is happy cOz can back tO my hOmetOwn le > KLANG

mOrning 5am sumting we reach klang.. abit fast wOr=)

that afternOOn gO sing K with Kim

bOth Of us very high seem like lOng time din sing K le 

actually is gO tO that jungle almOst ki siaO liaO sO sing K fa xie 

we sing CNY sOng hahaaaaaaaaaaaaa

siok !

nite gOing yamcha with frenz =='''

11/2/2010 thusday

Time square day ~

yeah ... shOpping time ^^

i like it .. i really sO love with my lifetime when i reach at klang 

we shOpping , we eat , we take ktm , we wait , we talk ,we sleep at ktm(slip til very ugly pOse) haha... 

we are tired but i really is enjOy it ...

12/2/2010

gOing melaka 

eating satay celup at 2am 

den gO tO fren de gf hs sleep .. 

13/2/2010

that afternOOn gOing eating reuniOn with dear family 

and get many angpaO frOm he realtive.. hehe ^^

nite turn tO my hOme having reuniOn dinner.. 

that nite we all sit tOgether eating .. very funny 

cOz suddenly my hOuse add jOr 2 mOre ppl eating reuniOn dinner with Our family 

haha.. happy mOOd .. (n.n) cOz that happy situatiOn will always cOntinue until uncOunt the time ...

I LOVE U , MY FAMILY ^^ MY SWEETHOME PLACE

A Letter for HIM ♥♥♥

To my lover Sweet boy :

Today is valentine'day

 CNY + valentine = 2 in 1 

tonite will be a good nite ^^

tonite will be the night that i will fall for you .. fall in love with you.. deeply !

Im blur @@

I feel suprise I feel romantic I feel touch I can feel the love is around me ♥

haha .. thankssssssssss to my only boy 

you cheers up my life .. my breathe .. my world .. although my soul ..

A simple word i want tO say >>>>>>>>>>

I love you so much .. dear !

happy valentine's day to you

wish u was happy with me since the early we meet ...

wish u was sweet with me since the early we fall in love ...

♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥

Lii ♥ Aik 

From : UR LOVER honey

GERAM !!!!!!!!!!!!!

walaO... 

while I lOg in tO yOutube, I keep saw the website shOwing girl get bully frOm sister(dai ka jie)

wat kind of tis ppl .. why wan bully the innOcent wOr

they bully the smallest girl not only beat but alsO tanggal their clOthes..

celaka betul... sO many ppl bully the one ppl 

unfair ! 

tiada mata lihat pun !

feel sO pity On the girl whO get bully by Others...

haiz .. nO mOOd lei .. 

GERAM lar !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!